I don't know if this helps at all but you should do whatever you think is the best for you in the long run. If you decide to keep the kid, try to look at it this way: pregnancy doesn't have to be a feminine thing, you can make pregnancy as manly as you want, and that's definitely an experience many if not most cis guys would kill for! If you can, try not to see it from a trans perspective but basically imagine you've always been physically male and one day woke up pregnant and with a bigger chest, how cool is that? Most than all, remember that pregnancy is temporary and time flies, any change in your body can be dealt with later on. "My dad gave birth to me" would be quite a nice story for your kid to tell his friends once he or she grows up xD If you decide not to keep it, that's perfectly fine too. Try to find support anywhere you can, read stories of other guys who have been pregnant. In the end you're basically getting the best of both worlds, pregnancy is a human experience and as a human you're getting a more complete enriching experience than if you were a cis woman or a cis man. A pregnant guy is a very cool thing to be in my opinion since it doesn't happen that often. Just my two cents, I hope I didn't say anything wrong. I know it must be incredibly hard for you, don't think I'm over-simplifying the issue, but life in itself is very hard. Whatever you do I think the experience can be rewarding one way or another.
