I didnt think I would ever like guys. It came as a shock when I found myself flirting with a guy at my old workplace. It scared me too. But, after some thought and getting used to the idea, I accepted that its just another part I cant control. When Caleb cuddles me, I feel protected, comforted and safe and loved. With a woman, I feel....huh....err... well, I dont know what I feel anymore.