It turned cold here overnight and my delight at this situation has me understanding how much I love Fall for the fashion opportunities it offers. The right jacket and scarf, for instance, can let me blur my presentation in the world just enough. Summer is waaaay more challenging; try as I might, I cannot pull off a tank top in the way I'd like to! In the way that feels right.
Makes me realize I want to make a shopping run soon - some earth toned pants, maybe a pair of boots that can blend with my usual look, and of course some scarves!
Sometimes I get so bummed at this transgender thing, but I was so dead to things like seasons when I was denying this part of my experience. I literally wore the same 'uniform' every day through fall, winter, and spring, with slight adaptations for the heat of summer. Now the weather turns and I notice it! Then I look at my wardrobe and ask where I want to go this season. Then I head off to the thrift store and start searching - and it's so much fun! (Full disclosure: Also a bit heartbreaking with painful frequency.)
Maybe this doesn't sound like much. Right now, though, I feel so grateful. And excited!
