This scares me (morbid and trigger warning)

[Joe.]

I want to point out that whilst I am suicidal, I have no plans to take my own life so I don't want anybody to worry.

I've been thinking and it scares me that if I did commit suicide or pass away, nobody from Susan's would ever know. This distresses me. If I were to take my own life, I would mention in a note for my parents to notify you all here, and I trust that they would do that. However, if I were to pass away from natural causes, health problems or a terrible accident, you all would never know. It can happen to any of us and if we come on here anonymously, everyone would be left wondering what happened because nobody in our lives know we come here. I know these are very morbid thoughts but it does scare me. I'm trying to think of ways that you could be informed without people knowing I come here whilst I'm alive. You're all important to me and it saddens me to think that one day I could pass away and you'd never know. It saddens me that other members could pass and we'd never know.

Sorry, this is an extremely depressing post.

[DriftingCrow]

I thought about that too; I sometimes wonder if disappeared members actually had passed away. I think the best way without actualky fully outing yourself is probably facebook friending members you absolutely trust. It'll likely pop up on FB somehow if you passed away.

[King Malachite]

I want to point out that whilst I am suicidal, I have no plans to take my own life so I don't want anybody to worry.

I've been thinking and it scares me that if I did commit suicide or pass away, nobody from Susan's would ever know. This distresses me. If I were to take my own life, I would mention in a note for my parents to notify you all here, and I trust that they would do that. However, if I were to pass away from natural causes, health problems or a terrible accident, you all would never know. It can happen to any of us and if we come on here anonymously, everyone would be left wondering what happened because nobody in our lives know we come here. I know these are very morbid thoughts but it does scare me. I'm trying to think of ways that you could be informed without people knowing I come here whilst I'm alive. You're all important to me and it saddens me to think that one day I could pass away and you'd never know. It saddens me that other members could pass and we'd never know.

Sorry, this is an extremely depressing post.

I actually thought about this yesterday so I made an unofficial will.  I called up my sister to tell her that my will is placed on my thumbdrive and to pull it up and follow the instructions on it when I die.  I added Susans in this will along with my account name and password.

[Joe.]

Those are both good ideas. Thank you. I like the thumbnail idea, it means I can also make an unofficial will for my other stuff, and also include things for my funeral. Thanks guys

[Taka]

A friend on another forum once fell into a coma, and her little brother was nice enough to create an account just to contact one of her best friends there to tell her about it.

It helps to let someone know where tocontact your friends if anything happens.

[Xhianil]

I've thought about this a lot and have no idea how i can fix it, i have no one to respect my will if i pass.

[Northern Jane]

As morbid as it may be it was thoughts of the events after suicide than kept me going back in the black years of the 1960s. If I had taken my own life, my parents would have brushed it all under the carpet. My very existence would have been meaningless and the struggles I faced and the battles I fought would have been denied. The worst thought was that I would end up under a headstone with my boy's name on it and been there for eternity. I couldn't let that happen!