i know what you're going through kayla as i experienced the exact same desires in school. now that you've mastered panties, try hose next. it's the first article of feminine clothing i ever tried and that is what got me hooked. i used to wear them in drab. no one knows except you, they're cheap and disposable. good things is they tend to run so you don't really have time to stash them and instead you get to buy them often. i don't know if you shave your legs but if you can, hose on freshly-shaved legs in pure bliss. an unmistakable experience in femininity. if i may be allowed to use contradictory language, feeling constrained by hose is so liberating... problem is you will get hooked too and soon you will want to progress to bras, shoes and skirts. you might want to try nail polish on your toes too. looks very ladylike with hose 🙂 the road to becoming a girl...