You know, it is almost like watching grass to grow

. You actually dont see those results, because You keep looking in the mirror every day and Your image is soooo imprinted in Your brain that You cant really see those small changes. I'd suggest You to start taking pics of Yourself, because it helps You to actually compare and see those small tiny details, and most importantly... You are never ever going to like "that" again... Your memory will re-adjust and You wont eve remember how "he" looked like (I was shocked when I did not recognised "him" in 4 years old photography).
And another thing - Zoe made excellent post once, which touched me very deep. She said that things usually are the way that You keep looking in the mirror and while everybody else sees a girl, You keep seeing a guy there (because You are used to). Until, one day You will look in the mirror and see that he is gone and You will realise that actually he has not been there for months...

Marcy, I wish You strenght and courage in Your journey