When I was 16 a more experienced girl spent months seducing me. At first it was almost an "out of body" experience for me. I concentrated on what she must be feeling and just let my body do what it wanted to do. There was a real disconnect. With time I got used to it.
I accepted that the woman would probably enjoy it more than I did, and that it was my lot in life to be male. I was a typical hetrosexual male for over 40 years. I had plenty of girlfriends and two wives, the last of which has been with me 31 years.
In my mid-fifties as my testosterone levels decreased and my estrogen levels increased, my body refused to play the game anymore. Memories of my childhood when I actually believed I was a girl came rushing back. I had buried all that deep within my psyche.
In the final assessment, I'm transsexual, but I was granted a 40 year stay of execution. That worked out very well for me. I have a family, a beautiful talented 26 year old daughter, and had a successful career doing what I always wanted to do.
I don't think many people want to be transsexual. If you can fake it and make being male work for you, I recommend it. Sex with a woman will feel good to your male body. She has the body you feel should belong to you, but if she is willing to share it with you that may be enough for a while.
I don't see much to lose by giving it a try.
Randi
