Hey Brody, welcome to Susan's I am sure you will find it to be supportive.
I echo what the other posters have said, I too believe that something went wrong somewhere along the line and now I do what I need to do to right that wrong.
When I decided to transition the one thing that I kept saying to everyone is that I was ready for whatever changes T brought me, but I could never live in a state of limbo. I was very worried that because I was cursed with very feminine features, large breasts and big hips that there was little chance that T could do enough to make me look like a male. I was afraid that I would never fully pass and at best I would look androgynous, not that there is anything wrong with that look, just that I was going for male. Well I have been on T for 20 months now and I have had top surgery. I have to say T is one powerful, wonderful thing. I pass 100% of the time and I have lost most of my hips. I am 50 yrs old but I do have a boyishness to my face still, but it is getting better all the time. I work out 5 days a week and have changed my diet, so that has also helped.
Bottom line here is if you are sure that being a male is what you are on the inside it won't matter what the outside ends up looking like you will be more comfortable with you. T has also helped me feel like a man, not just look like one. Now when I look in the mirror, or someone refers to me as sir, everything lines up, my body, my mind, my soul, my emotions. Nothing I ever could have done living in a woman's body ever would have given me this peace and comfort with myself that I now have.
Good luck to you, we are all here for you.