Well if you all remember my posts I got a job. I applied as a man and so stayed as a man on the job. The problem was I don't look like a man. I look either female or trans. There's no other option unless I wear a suit to hide my body and don't shave. (My body gives it away every time. Face wise, meh. Bodywise I can not pass as male. Unles you inspected that one inch.)
Once I took off the suit and shaved (the first day) I got problems. And my bosses were so-called liberals. She literally told me that she knew it wouldn't work out within four hours of me working there! FOUR EFFING HOURS! I'm in Philly though so I as I clean up my act (the resulting depression from being fired caused me big problems) I plan on suing. Maybe not. To sue, I would forever be known as trans. I am not a matyr nor am I part of a cause unless that cause is correcting my birth defect.
My BF only wants me to apply for jobs as a woman since that's what I look like, and way more so now than then, but what about my name? He also wants me to sue. For the money, not the cause. We are not part of the cause. We are a team onto ourselves. But I also don't want to go back applying for jobs as a man cause I dont ever want my BF seeing me dressed as a man. Ever. But that would be hard any way unless i stopped taking hormones. Even then.