Purging:(

[kaylagirl0806]

 I did it. I purged. I got rid of all of my feminine things;( I feel so stupid. I regret it so much. Now I'm just trying to view it as fun because I get to buy new things(;. I'm not really sure what to buy. I would really like to start incorporating more things that cis girls wear into my waredrobe but I'm in high school. What can I get away with and also what should I stay away from. I've made a resolution to be true to Kayla this year.
Love,
Kayla

[Sheala]

Thats really hard for me to answer, I know the post purge feeling though. you will make it through. the only suggestion i have for what to get next, look at what the girls are wairing in school and imitate some of there styles.

[Jessica Merriman]

Baby, I can't begin to tell you how much I used to purge and waste things. Guilt was the controlling factor. When I accepted I had no reason to be guilty and was not abnormal in any way, the purge never entered my mind again. I still wish I had a lot of my things back, but like you kind of said "It's shopping time". I guess the good to come out of the purge is now you will have current fashions!  PM me if you ever get the "Purge Urge" again, OK? See ya sis.

[kaylagirl0806]

I will Jessica thank you

[JRD]

I purged a lot as a teen and in my twenties. Finally, I got to where if I was going to purge, I would just give it all to my little sister and that way I could usually get what I wanted back later. She was pretty cool about it for most of our lives.

[Jessica Merriman]

If the Urge to Purge ever hits again, FedEx delivers where I live! *giggle*

[kaylagirl0806]

FedEx delivers where I live too haha

[kaylagirl0806]

Thanks for the advice n/a but my sister has no idea that I'm really a girl

[Sheala]

WOW Jessical i never thought that that would be a way to get more cloths..... find a purging sis lol.

To bad i dont live closser to my family and they where more ok with it, im sure i could get a lot off them.

[kaylagirl0806]

Haha(; Yeah my parents don't believe I'm actually transgender. They're convinced it's just hormones

[Sheala]

my dad thinks the same, my mom wants "DNA/genetic" proof. lmao. my sisters have acccepted me though. but they still live acrost the country so....

[Jessica Merriman]

Hey Kayla and Sheala, I found a way to pay for SRS all around. PurgingSister.com We could get rich beyond our wildest dreams. I will be involved in E-mail guilt trips, Kayla can receive inventory and Sheala you can resell it. *giggle*

[kaylagirl0806]

That stinks Yeah I basically have nobody to confide in except for the people on this site. That's why I ask for suggestions for so much because there aren't any women in my life that I can ask

[kaylagirl0806]

Haha(; We should do that Jessica. I hope I don't purge too much though. I've already built back up some of my feminine things. I have six pairs of panties, dove deodorant, and eyelash curlers. I just don't know what to get next. I hope I don't purge again really.

[Sheala]

hehehe jessica now that is just taking advantage of people when they are down.....    i love it sign me up lol

Kayla i hear ya there im really lucky in that aspect my fiancee has stayed by my side this whole time and i have some wonderfull coworkers,and friends that have been overy supportive. that dress in my pic acctualy came from a coworker.

[Jessica Merriman]

Kayla, it looks like Sheala and I are your new big sisters! Sorry! Anything you need baby, just ask.  PM anytime at all.

[kaylagirl0806]

Thanks Jessica

[Sheala]

Deffinatly Kayla if you need anything im a PM away.

[kaylagirl0806]

Thanks Sheala(;

[LordKAT]

You guys should make a purging thread. Send the clothes to one s who are getting over a purge and get clothes from one is on a purging binge.