Apology to all.

[Ltl89]

I just wanted to throw a general apology out there to everyone who has been offended or annoyed by me lately or in the past.  Honestly, I really don't mean to hurt or offend anyone. This site means a whole lot to me.  Probably more than it should, but it's one of the few support functions I have in my life.  Sometimes I get overly involved or say things that I shouldn't say without considering the impact.  Whether I should be or not, I'm a total emotional mess and I'm overly senstive and emotional to a fault.  I've always been that way, but things are even worse lately because of things in my personal life and I'm really not in a good place.  I'm just really depressed and stressed this past month and it's taking it's toll on me in a big way.  To add feul to the fire, I feel there may be people that I've hurt and offended people here throughout this past month. Seriously, I know I can be hard to take and I mess up quite often. I really don't mean to be that way.  Honestly, I don't.   I'm totally flawed person and I acknowledge that, but my intentions aren't bad.   In any case, I want to say sorry to anyone I hurt and if I caused anyone to not like me.  I really don't mean to upset anyone or undermine the site in anyway.    And while I'm sure people probably see me as a crazy and overly emotional girl (which I know I am) I really don't want people to hate or dislike me. I love this site as it's helped me through tough times and need it because I;m still going through them.  I'm sorry for any drama, anger, upset or anything negative I may have caused while I've been here.  I appreciate everyone here and thank you for all of the support.  While I realize I can't take away past events, I hope I can move forward and fix any wounded relationships with other members here. 

Thank you for everything (the support, etc) and sorry for any drama.

[Cindy]

You are fine Hon.

We walk an emotional tightrope and we all stumble at times. The trick when walking a tightrope is to keep your balance!

If you ever need to talk I'm around, I'm used to falling off tightropes!

[Nero]

It's okay hon. 

[Chaos]

I do not see what the issue is.Are you honest and straight forward with people JUST to hurt them? (Which is what I call a (using honesty to be cruel) and if not,why do you feel being this way is a very bad negative? We all have our place here and in life.people need to know honestly (and it takes real heart and love to be honest and not lead people into some fake illusion) and I feel that a cold heart would only allow one to walk into destruction without some firm hand or guidance.only YOU know your motives,only YOU know why you are straight up-I do.because I care for people (aside I'm a realist) and I will spank someone if that's what it takes to make them see the path their on/what's hapening and yes there will be people with their hearts on their sleeve that will get offended but you know in your heart its with the best intentions and sometimes people need to be offended in order for them to change their situations for the better.and one last thing: NEVER be sorry for who you are! And being emotional or life having you down,is still not a reason to be sorry for who you are.did we come this far only to later feel guilty about being who we are inside? The battle shouldn't be turned inward my dear.you have come this far (as have many of us) and as we have acceted many things,its okay to accept who are are as a whole and people will love you eithe way.

[Jessica Merriman]

LTL baby, you are one of the few I can count on to be stable and caring all the time. I don't feel you owe anybody anything. Everyone here knows you to be a good reputable person who would not hurt anyone. If I ever disagree with something you say I don't take any offense because you base your statements on good information and judgment. I love opposing views because it would not help anyone here out if we all agree all the time. We need to see both sides and I think you have a great talent for providing that skill. Calm, compassionate and caring should be your tag line. I love you baby! 

[ThePhoenix]

You certainly don't owe me any apologies!  But, well, isn't this supposed to be a support forum?  With everyone here to give or receive support?  Then no apology needed for being in a space where you needed some support.

I suspect most of us have been where you are or somewhere similar.  This being trans* is not easy and not for the faint of heart!  But we will help each other to make it through.

[LordKAT]

Apology? For what? I haven't seen any bad stuff from you.

[Anatta]

I just wanted to throw a general apology out there to everyone who has been offended or annoyed by me lately or in the past.  Honestly, I really don't mean to hurt or offend anyone. This site means a whole lot to me.  Probably more than it should, but it's one of the few support functions I have in my life.  Sometimes I get overly involved or say things that I shouldn't say without considering the impact.  Whether I should be or not, I'm a total emotional mess and I'm overly senstive and emotional to a fault.  I've always been that way, but things are even worse lately because of things in my personal life and I'm really not in a good place.  I'm just really depressed and stressed this past month and it's taking it's toll on me in a big way.  To add feul to the fire, I feel there may be people that I've hurt and offended people here throughout this past month. Seriously, I know I can be hard to take and I mess up quite often. I really don't mean to be that way.  Honestly, I don't.   I'm totally flawed person and I acknowledge that, but my intentions aren't bad.   In any case, I want to say sorry to anyone I hurt and if I caused anyone to not like me.  I really don't mean to upset anyone or undermine the site in anyway.    And while I'm sure people probably see me as a crazy and overly emotional girl (which I know I am) I really don't want people to hate or dislike me. I love this site as it's helped me through tough times and need it because I;m still going through them.  I'm sorry for any drama, anger, upset or anything negative I may have caused while I've been here.  I appreciate everyone here and thank you for all of the support.  While I realize I can't take away past events, I hope I can move forward and fix any wounded relationships with other members here. 

Thank you for everything (the support, etc) and sorry for any drama.

Kia Ora L,

I would just like to say, you need to stop beating yourself up, that is, stop letting your imagination spin out of control...

LordKAT sums it up nicely "Apology ? For what ? I haven't seen any bad stuff from you"

Metta Zenda