i recently cut my mother out of my life. pretty much this is how it goes, she says she's accepting to my face, but to her friends and herself she will pretty much make it out that i am a joke or something that is carnivalesque, my mother is a compulsive liar, she has multiple boyfriends,( but denies it but every in town who knows her calls her a slut and homewrecker, she gets harrassed for it everywhere she goes) her most "serious" relationship is with a guy named roger, who is crazy, psychotic, and a woman beater. my mother is still married to a man named markus, but he currently is out of state, so she has both a boyfriend, and a husband, as well as other guys on the side, she also was never a mother to me especially when i was younger, she obviously favored my sister over me and my brother because she was the first girl. and after my sister was born, she would do anything to get rid of me pretty much, put me in group homes, mental hospitals, and lie and say i was suicidal ( i've never been suicidal) all to get rid of me so she could spoil my sister rotten and continue cheating on my father, overtime, i forgave her (so i thought) until recently i went out with my boyfriend, my friend chris (who is also trans) (ftm) and vera (the woman who gave birth to me, i don't call her my mom) was talking to a random guy at the bar, outted both chris and i to this guy, and even was bitching to my boyfriend that she could never accept me as being her daughter. ( stupid move on her end, as if my own boyfriend wouldn't tell me that) lol. so anyways. she lies and says i do it to deceive people, that god forbid i talk to someone, i have to tell them, she won't say that to my face though, she tells her friends that. i live with my father and my sister, (my father is accepting and uses pronouns, my name, and takes me everywhere i need to go) also, before transition, my brother was living with us, but i convinced my father to have jake move out, as he was making terrible choices in life and just hanging out with the wrong crowd, jake has no idea how i look or that i transitioned, and i prefer to keep him out of my life, because i know he would turn me into a laughing stock for his friends. the reason i turned my back on him before transition was because he lied to family councelors and told them we were never close, which is not true, we always were growing up, he only says that to fit in with his "friends" and i use that term loosely. but anyways, that's my story, i do not intend on speaking to my mother or brother ever again, i do not hate them, i just choose not to have venomous people in my life
