To quote a famous dead comedian, "I smoke, if this bothers anyone I recommend you looking around the world in which we live, and shutting your ****** mouth..".
But, yeah. I smoke a lot. Tried to quit a few times, didn't go so well. I depend on it too much, stress relief, routine, god knows what else, and I get so crazy emotional when I don't have my nicotine it's disgusting. I really should have stopped before I started HRT.
Oh well. I know it has to end soon. Dying of cancer is not something I want to aim for.
Megan