ok so that one needs a little explaining hehehe. I unfortunatly..... or fortunatly dependng on the day, live acrost the country from my whole famly. half of who i have told that i am a transwoman are accepting the other half...... well i think telling them i went to jail or killed some one would have been better. and they are my parents..... they are the badger.....
Well i told my parents that i was a transwoman and was going to transiton early november, before any hormones. you would have thought i had shot there faverat pet infront of them. my mom sayng "I need proof" "i work in a lab i need genetic proof that you are"...... ya ok, well from then on my trans status was the whte rino standng in the corner of each conversation.
Well ths evenng after 2 months of silance about it i brought it up again. ended up having it out wth my mom again, another round of..... should talk to them about it first, and i should come to them saing i have these thoughts i need to talk about. basicly comming to them asking promssion. im 32 years old for hells bells. i dont need mommys or daddys promsion to make me right.
i ended the conversation in a rather blunt manor thou,, i knda feel bad but i had to put it out there. i told her "ok, we can talk about it latter. but i need to tell you this now. I have started hormones and they have stoped all the suicidal thoughts that i have been fightng."
Im still hlding out hope that i can bring them around.
