Freakin out

[lovelessheart]

Surgery is in less than 20 days...everyone is freaking out but me! My mom called my gma caus because she scared tht im  having surgery across the world. She ask question like how do i know this doctor tht shedoesnt think its a good idea and how i need to get it done in thestates...this is stressing me because in comfortable with my deciion, gma calls me freaking out. I really dont need this stress. I know their worried but its causing me to worry . . . . o

[calico]

My mom did similarly, saying how she was worried I'd never come back or it would somehow go wrong.... Etc, also saying she wish I'd get the surgery here. The fear comes from  the belief that there isn't any other place in the world or everywhere  else in the world is not as good as the good old USA. Also it's probably a last ditch attempt to get more time ever that they hope you will change your mind and also de-transition. 

[Missy~rmdlm]

I haven't experienced family freak out yet. It's been made clear my mom doesn't support surgery. Therefore she will not be visiting me in recovery. Whatever.