Do you struggle with a dark, selfish, unsupportive version of yourself?

[amandam]

I've been subjected to a lot of unkindness and nonacceptance. I don't want to do that to people.

[TicTac]

I tend to get annoyed with people quite easily. This is especially true when I am busy doing something, and I just hate being interrupted I guess. Because of this I tend to keep my bedroom door shut so people will get a clue and leave me alone.

I may sound a bit on the angry side but I am actually a really calm person, as I tend to keep my emotions to myself. So sometimes when people call my name for help I will ignore them on purpose, which I know is wrong and I do feel bad about doing it afterwards.

Yes I know I need to work on being a better person, and I am trying. If someone is upset though I will be supportive and I will try to give them advice and be helpful, so there is that.