Hi Evelyn,
A big Aussie welcome to Susan's family. It's good of you to drop in and say "Hi". Hope you like it here, and you stay for a while.
There is a mountain of information, resources and friendship waiting for you here, you just need to jump in start talking and ask any question you like. You're quite safe here and we are very accepting.
Sounds like you have a good plan. I certain with the guidance of your therapist you'll have THE most enjoyable experience as you navigate this wonderful journey. It's no wonder you've lost a lot of friends. They just never really knew you, so now is a good time to change to those that will get to know such a wonderful person, that you are.
Looking forward to hearing more of your story in time to come, but in the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Lotsa huggs
Catherine