I have experienced discrimination all throughout my life. The earliest time i can remember was getting ready to play house with my sister and a few of her friends. As we started to choose "roles" i wanted to be the mother of course! But then i wasn't able to, so I casually started naming off other "roles" from a sister to a dog. No nothing, i was so crushed by the kids making jokes about me that i ran into my room and that is when my life took a dark route. I have explained this to some but it seems so trivial to them. This was so painful as a child that i never tried to be the woman ever again until drugs, but even then i felt like i still had to be a male. Now I'm torn and frustrated to the point of suicide. Why can't people be kind?! Even still i have girls that get a sad face when i tell them i don't like to be seen as a male. Like seriously, why can't people not care about what i feel is right for me?
And another story is 4h, i wanted to join 4h and leave the boyscouts due to physical and emotional abuse, but no. The lady running the forsaken cult was telling me it's only for girls and how I'm not a girl. The simplest discrimination is overlooked yet piled up above the amount of really harsh crimes. Psychological detour is how i think of it, not raising a child correctlyin a conducive way. And as far as i can see, hate has only been buried, not chipped at all. People can't be changed, only persuaded.
