Reintro

[sad panda]

Hi everyone

Umh. Not my first time here. I know you didn't forget me <3

Anyway. I was born a boy. Now I am a girl. But I'm coming back to have a place to express my identity as a boy. I can't detransition right now but that's the plan... I just accepted that being a girl hasn't and won't make me happier. I was using my transition to fill an emptiness inside that wasn't about gender. I was dx'ed with BPD and it made more sense. I still don't like gender stereotypes and am sad about all this and I will never be a masculine person but more than anything I just want to feel natural again. Umh, it's going to be a long road though. My body started feminizing suddenly like 15 mos into transition.. 7 mos ago.. so now I feel further from looking like a boy. I haven't gone out as a boy yet bc I don't pass.. but eventually...

Anyway that's my blabbering lol. Hi again everyone. )

[Catherine Sarah]

Hi sad Panda,

A big Aussie welcome to Susan's family. It's good of you to drop in and say "Hi". Hope you like it here, and you stay for a while longer this time.

As you already know, there is a mountain of information, resources and friendship waiting for you here, you just need to jump in start talking and ask any question you like. You're quite safe here and we are very accepting, as you know.

Looking forward to hearing more of your story in time to come, but in the meantime, be safe, well and happy.

Lotsa huggs
Catherine

[V M]

Hi sad panda 

Welcome to Susan's    Glad to have you here

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V M

[Jessica Merriman]

Welcome back baby! Missed you.

[Jamie D]

Hi there, sad panda.  I have missed you, thought often about you, and whether you figured out any of those medical issues.

I have been on and off the site lately, but seeing you back has brought a smile to my gloomy face.