My own identity

[MugwortPsychonaut]

I think... I think I identify as both male and female? Not androgynous, but both ends of the spectrum. Does that make sense?

[Alexa]

As far as I know, being an "Androgyne" is typically being a mix of both ends, but not necessarily an in-between. Makes sense to me.

[suzifrommd]

I totally relate.

[Edge]

Yes, it makes sense and there are several people who feel the same way.

[TessaMarie]

Not exactly both ends of the gender spectrum for me, but definitely two separate identities rather than a single merged one.

[MugwortPsychonaut]

It changes, too. Some days I want to keep taking my estrogen. Other days, I panic that I have boobs. Some days I really feel like a girl, especially at work (they treat me like a princess!). I love how my emotions are more fluid now, even if just a little bit. Other days, I feel like I have to be "on," and I'm not always "on." Some days I like sounding like a girl, even if it's not my ideal feminine voice. I have a deep voice, and my mom has a deep voice for a woman. That's how I want to sound. I'm rambling.

[Jill F]

Some people ID as bigender.  It does happen...

[MugwortPsychonaut]

That's fine, but what the hell am I supposed to do with my hormones? Boobs are permanent, and I had 'em after three days on estrogen!

Edit: I realize I'm not saying much of anything coherent. I'm just scared. I also might not have a house in a month, so that has me on edge, too.