Yesterday I was able to go to the DMV and have my driver's license changed to my new name along with a gender marker that says "F". I cannot describe the feeling of contentment and relief that came over me when the clerk handed me my temporary license and I saw the "F" in the lower right corner. For the first time in my life I possess identification that actually matches the person I am rather than the person that others wanted me to be. In 2-3 weeks I should have my photo license.
It seems weird, but having that temporary license with the "F" in the lower right corner removed the remaining doubt about transitioning I had been struggling with. Being legally recognized as a woman somehow makes it finally feel real. I no longer feel like I am doing something wrong or shameful.
I'm curious has anyone else felt this way? I'd love to hear people's thoughts.