So, I've read about trans guys using mascara on their peach fuzz to make it look like facial hair. I didn't see how that'd work but was curious to try it, so I did, and think I had an epiphany. I've never seen myself as anything other than ugly, and then I look in the mirror and I'm like, "Whoa, I look incredible!" and that's a huge deal for me, I've never felt like that before. And it's not a shallow thing, it went deeper, it was like...in that moment I felt happier and more like who I want to be than I'd ever felt in my entire life. That's a huge deal. So that's my defining moment, I know that I'm transgender now. I haven't taken steps to living as a guy or anything yet, but I know now that I want to, with certainty.
I just wanted to share this, because the possibility of me being transgender freaked me out at first, whereas now I feel very happy.
