feel alone..

[jebee]

you know i've slept with two different very pretty very nice women in the last 2 weeks, infact one of them lives just 100 feet from me, and i see her almost every day, and the very best friend you could ever want. The other well you never know perhaps girlfriend material. Any way that's not the point i always feel so alone, like i just dont belong. Anyone else had a similar experience?

[mandonlym]

I don't feel alone all the time but I do have a tendency to sleep with people to boost my self-esteem. I mean, I enjoy it and all that but part of me always does it to prove to myself that I'm attractive. Not sure if that will ever go away. Hang in there.

[Jessica Merriman]

Please don't look at this as judgment or disrespect as that is not the intent. I hardly ever feel alone when I take the time in a relationship to form not just physical contact, but mental as well. The emotional aspect covers the time the person is not available or out of town. This way I feel they are here even when they aren't. By taking time to know them inside I form a much better healthy relationship.

[Jamie D]

Jebee, loneliness is sometimes part of the burden we carry as TG/TS.

I have written before that I can feel lonely in a crowded room.  And even though I have been in a 30+ year monogamous relationship, I can never quite shake the feeling.

Companionship is important.  Inclusion and acceptance are too.

[big kim]

Always,since I was a kid.It took me a long time to realise I wasn't going to fit in with any body else,even theother outcasts.I'm used to it but still wonder what it could be like not to be alone

[Ms Grace]

I'm frequently alone but rarely feel lonely, often prefer my own company as the real world can sometimes be a bit too hectic and in my face - I enjoy my time with the people I enjoy being with and that usually lasts me until the next time. That said, it would still be lovely to have someone to cuddle up to, especially on cold nights!

[Sarah leah]

I am a single parent.... what is sex! What is dating lol! As for feeling alone, I do everyday, but I hope HRT along with seeing Dr Lyons will boost my confidence. Who knows, perhaps in a year I might be able to enter the public once more without feeling ill about what I look like and feel secure in myself. 

[stephaniec]

I consider it being creatively lonely

[Lizzie]

I've been alone for years. Sucks but I guess you learn to live with it. Could always get a cat. But they tend to leave you alone most of the time anyways.

[jebee]

thanks for the nice messages xx

[Zoe Louise Taylor]

Yea i know the feeling!!

Even when im around people, i still can feel alone, as my insecurities often make me believe that people dont wanna be around me!!
And as for a relationship . . .  Thats just not gonna happen!!

Hopefully beginning hormones will make me more confident and less insecure though!!!

Zoe
Xx