Hey!

[Occultus]

Hey all! My name is Adrian, but Occultus works to.   And I'm confused.

I've been lurking since I really started to identify as a male, the past year or so. Recently it's been coming at me a lot stronger, so I decided to jump right in because there are questions to be asked and knowledge to gain.

A Parting Question: As much as I dislike being born a female, I enjoy the challenge of being a FtM. There are times when I hate myself and the world around me because of this, but overall I look at all the obstacles and say "Let's conquer this". Am I unusual or not?

[gennee]

Welcome to Susan's, Occultus. Don't hate yourself; look at it as now having the chance to become the person that you want to be.

[Jessica Merriman]

A big warm welcome to the family Adrian! There is nothing wrong with how you feel at all. I am retired and look at this as not only freeing myself, but a new challenge to see the world as the real me. Feel free to rant, vent, share good news (we like that), learn, have some fun and find out you are not alone. Here is a BIG HUG( ) to welcome you and make you feel right at home with us!

[V M]

Hi Adrian 

Welcome to Susan's    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

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V M

[Jamie D]

Adrian, we have a great FtM community here.  Welcome.

[Occultus]

Thanks everyone! It's great to know I'm not alone.

Welcome to Susan's, Occultus. Don't hate yourself; look at it as now having the chance to become the person that you want to be.

Didn't mean for it to sound like that. I just dislike some of my physical features. I love who I am inside.

[MichaelJTritter]

Welcome! Feel free to shoot me any questions you may have, currently on T and had 2/3 surgeries.