Feeling very resentful

[MacG]

I'm just feeling tired. I feel like I did a bunch of work coming out as gay in my teens and living my gay life the last 20 some years.
I'm 42. And tired. And in many ways not looking forward to the social work of coming out as trans.
So frustrated and feeling sorry for myself, even though I have a very supportive spouse and parents.
I wish I were done with transition instead of searching for an endo.
Ugh.

[Jessica Merriman]

Having started HRT at 47 I totally know how you feel. Just think what waits ahead though, pure freedom and no Dysphoria! Hang in there, you will make it. I am right beside you and understanding every feeling you are having.