I've been struggling with my gender since I was born. I've wanted to be a boy for most of my life, and within the last few years I've gotten more comfortable with my body and honestly really love (most) of it. The issue I'm having is, I'm struggling with this again, but this time all I want to change is what I have down there. I've looked at metoidioplasty, and I'm interested in having that done but without a scrotoplasty. The thing is, I'm concerned on the effects something like testosterone will have on my body. I do not want anything else to change about my body, I am most likely not getting top surgery, and have no desire to grow hair in other places or change anything else about my physical appearance.