This is going to be hard, typing this on my phone, ever-fearful of,"browser has stopped working"
My,journey began one,day when I was 5. My uncle dressed me up in my sisters clothes. Nothing bad happened, but he just made me be a girl for a day. I grew up in a Christian home, and still am, but I didn't take all of my parents confusing ideals. They told me how gross gay was, and yet encouraged me to wear my sis nightgowns if my pjs were dirty. That stopped before 10 though. Sound baffling? I agree.
It sparked something in me. I liked the feeling. As many here also did, I started sneaking clothes, and was wondered why my clothes had to be different and why I was the only boy that liked girls garments.
I chased my female classmates around at recess and thought I Liked girls until I got online in 97. I don't know how but I innocently search-stumbled my way into the transworld. Search engines we're pretty awful back then. Innocent searches would often find porn.
I made a shocking realization that would take me a decade to fully grasp. While my mind likes girls..all girls and tgirls.. I'm only physically attracted to transgirls. I don't know why and really wish I did. Encountering transwomen online, I discover what physical attraction actually felt like.
I've had a few cis gfs in my life, and while i loved some of them deeply, and enjoyed pleasuring them because i loved them i could never get the same.. My mind loved fhem but my body did not.. I've tried to deny it for years but as we all learn the hard way.. We can change our bodies but our minds refuse to be changes. For whatever reason, I'm meant to like transgirls.
The funny thing is that i have zero attraction to guys and only desire the male role in sex.
