So I got "The Letter" from my therapist on Saturday and will be undergoing an orchiectomy in about 4 weeks, as well as some facial tweaks.
Will this be enough for me? I don't know the answer to that question. I will just have to see how I feel afterward. It is possible that I'll be OK without the genitalia that I always felt should have been there, and I am willing to see how things shake out. I mean, wow, the list of potential complications, the recovery, the dilation schedule and discomfort, expenses, the potential for loss of sensation and so forth. If I could get away with avoiding all of that and still be happy, then it's a win in my book. No more AAs, less E to take, zero testicular discomfort, ability to change all gender markers and increased feminization also sound like wins to me.
I will be ordering the shirts that say "If I had balls, they'd be bigger than yours!" and "I royally f&*#ed with my endocrine system and all I got was this lousy t-shirt."