Hi everyone, my name is i guess like most of us a name givin' by my mother when i wasn't even born as the dokter told my mom that i would be a girl, bummer it turned out to be a boy.
Never really felt like a boy, but you know how it works and what parents and others wish that a boy is a boy and a girl is a girl.
So yeah i moved on, alone in the world i figured out at a younger age.
But now thanks to the internet and more and more the news i know that i'm not the only one out there who feels like ->-bleeped-<- everyday just by looking into a mirror.
So now i'm just starting with therapy but i do wish to move on and be a girl full time, but it will be hard as we just found out that my dad has ALS (some as Stephen Hawking) so it will be a though one to tell my parents what i wish for in my life.
Oh well i guess that's how the world turns, it's all up to myself what i wish for in my life.
And for one's i'm more the 100% sure about it and i can't wait for everything to fall into place so i can finaly be myself.
I would like to know if others have dreams, do you dream like me, meaning that i always dream that i'm a girl but then again i played that i was a girl all my life and deep inside i know that i am a girl, God Just f* up when giving me the body.
So sorry for the bad English.
Best regards,
Xandra XXX
