Thank you!!!

The only problem is...I don't feel happy anymore on my birthdays...

I don't want to transform this into a depressive topic...but I am doing 27 and the only thing I can do is look back and see that I am not really young anymore and that my life until now has been a total crap. I know I am not old too, but I am way closer to 30 now (I'm not saying that who is 30 is old)...but I really feel inside like if I am still with 22....nonetheless I am approaching 30.
My father's birthday would be now on March 27th. My mother passed away this last March 16th. I feel I'll never be able to enjoy my birthdays anymore

One of the few things that gives me hope and motivation is my transition...
But thank you again

and sorry for my depressive lines...