Now I am out to everyone. I wanted to post my thoughts now that its been done and reactions.
I assumed my sis and brother would know from childhood.. they did not.. I hid well.. my brother is 4 years younger and he caught me in dresses but barely recalled.
Over the course of my life I always wondered if he thought of it.. he never did.
Seems I did a good job, no one knew anything or even suspected it.
Anyway, my best friend from childhood, an alcoholic and smoker and in poor health can't wrap his head around it.. he looks at life as short now and thinks I should just be male and keep my beautiful wife.. I make tons of money and from the outside world I look to have everything you could want so why change.
I even ask myself that.. why can't I not transition.. but hell I am female and always been there is no denying that.
My sis who is gay is so happy I am myself now thinks I am a better more easy to be around person.
My son, would be pissed if I did not do the transition.. he is 29 with kids and loves the new me.
My best friends sis is gay and is accepting and thinks I should transition and be myself but is a little in shock.. she is like a sister to me.
My daughter said she did not want to move back to okc and expose her kids to me...
but on phone acts like she really loves and cares but I don't think she is capable of caring about anyone but herself..
My brother took it well yesterday and said it made sense because I never seemed settled in my life an he was right..
My sis's partner see's me as totally female... and my sis does too. My sis seems a bit jealous because of my face features and that I will be pretty dang good looking.. at least she and others say that.. I see the male sort of.. but thats changing.
My wife is dying inside and hates it and I have to move out soon although we love each other .
Thats about it.. my coming out has been met mostly with total respect.. can't believe I arrived here and get to be myself.
Its an adventure I never thought I would take.
Carrie
