Ok, so I decided to just open up to my parents and not go back this time. I was just...so fed up. I was fed up with being depressed, my counselor was fed up with me being depressed...and yeah. I could have waited until I was 18...but I decided not to.
Currently, as of now, my father has removed objects from my room (such as my computer) and moving them to my basement (which I am accessing it from...hence why I won't be able to reply as much ATM). I think my father is just trying to test me. He thinks this is some stupid phase that will pass over, something that's not legitimate. He is using his "love" to protect me, but he is mad that it has not worked. So he takes whatever I have from my life (at least, some of it) and tells me I'm not his son anymore (well, I'm not a son of anyone's in the first place XD). I'm going to show him that this is not some stupid phase that will disappear as soon as fear comes along. I think maybe he thinks fear really works because I have gone back into the closet because of it in the past.
I know that my safety is important, but I'm fed up with being at rock bottom and my parents telling me that my life is perfectly fine. Because it's not. And if they do kick me out or beat me up, I will call the police.
