Being around guys can be very tiring and ya it wears me out. I have alot of trouble relating to them and it often makes me intimidated around guys minus just a few guys. I have trouble with them from school to job interviews to anywhere if it's a guy. Ive done better with dealing with guys as Ive gotten older but it's much stayed the same. Girls, Ive always felt like hey I want to be accepted and treated like one of the girls and it's very positive. Guys, Ive always felt usually except for a few guys like Im intimidated and below them like Im a little kid under them. They often come off unrelatable, arrogant and I have trouble trying to find much positive in them. Girls it's the opposite as Im constantly inspired and relate to them and want to be them.
I dont know if this makes sense much and I can go way deeper with this but Im sure Im not alone. I have in recent years found out this is due to me being trans. That me having social problems with guys is Im transgender. Ive again gotten better at dealing with guys as Ive gotten older but guys are not easy for me to deal with. Guys just really confuse me alot.
