Today I actually had two big life changing steps. The first being that I started talking to my mother, and I do mean my birth mother. I found out a lot about myself in general. I haven't talked to her since 2009. After my whole bull attack, I realized I should.
That was the first step. Now the second being that I told her how I felt. Of course, she has three daughters (though my sisters each have kids) and I made it hypothetical. Of course, she's a really smart woman and she figured it out. She said she supports me and still loves me no matter what. It made me really happy. Though she did suggest I get a therapist so I can find out if this is really what I want to do.
I feel like that was quite a big couple of steps. Of course, she lives in GA and I'm in Fl and don't live with her. I'm just glad that someone took it so well and is actually my family. She also told Papa Sylvester (Her SO that she has been with for 10 years) which we were Skypeing at that time.
