Today I decided to do one more big step of my full-time experience, and because the weather was really warm, almost summer temperatures, I got all of my not-so-short skirts and tops out of the wardrobe and started choosing
Very difficult task actually...
Well, finally I made my choice, which was a beige jeans skirt, right about the knee length and an orange top, sandals and a hair band. My cousin's boyfriend told me, that I look completely normal, which was something I really needed to hear, because I was too scared, because this is the first time I am going out, showing some skin...
Right after I walked 100 m, the fear went away and I felt wonderful
Like everything clicked in its place and I already was a confident, young and beautiful woman
I started to notice and feel the looks of the people, but they were not these "clocking" looks I felt sometimes before, but somehow different... Like there was some jealousy in the women's looks and a desire in men's... :mrgreen:
It is good to mention, that I was going to my psychotherapist and when she saw me dressed like this, she smiled and that she told me, that I look like a normal girl and there's nothing disturbing in my image
Also, I told her how I've been sirred, wearing the same top, but with tight girly jeans and she said - "What?!? This guy must have been either crazy or blind!"
This thing was the final stroke onto my first amazing day as a confident woman and I feel wonderful!
I wish you all to experience such thing if not already have done so
