I wanted to add one last thing. Whether you stay or go, realize that you've done a lot of good here. If you feel that you've done more harm than good, I can tell you that doesn't match up with what I've seen. Maybe one or two people don't like you, but think of all the people that do. All the people that you've touched and moved. All the people that you've befriended when they needed a friend. All the people that you made smile when they couldn't. Not everyone can love or appreciate you, but that doesn't mean there are many others that don't. This is what kept me here after past incidents, and I hope that does for you to. You may not realize this, but those of us in the middle of transition like seeing the success stories. It makes us feel inspired and hopeful. Focus on the good. There is plenty of room here for everyone, as long as they aren't banned or something.
If you want to leave, however, that's a different thing. You don't have to stay and or volunteer for something you don't want to do anymore. Just don't let your decision be made by others. I've missed some who have left, and would be sad if you left too. But again, make the decision for yourself. That's whats most important. Good luck with your decision Cindy, and I hope you feel better.
