Ok, four days later... How are you doing? The depression is likely from stopping the E.. 'should get better when you restart your E. Have you begun the Spiro yet? The hormone balancing act.. Depending what your T level was before, you gave to lower the T, then bring your "total" hormone level back up to "full" with the E.
You've heard the full water glass analogy? Your body is a glass, your normal hormone levels (T, before you began anything), filled the glass to the very top with clear water, with no room for anything else.. Add E (like a green dye), and it just runs off the side, onto the table.. But... reduce the T first (pour some water out) and you start making room for the E, slowly at first, the water becomes a very slight shade of green.. Pour out some more water (reduce the T even more (more Spiro) and you can add some more E (more green dye).. Soon, you'll have a nice, deep green color, reduce the T, add the E.. That's the way it was explained to me.. Unless your T is already pretty low, I think adding the E, won't do much, except start the calming feelings.. which you started feeling for those few days. But for the days you stopped the E, your T began to rebound and try to cover over your E.
Once you begin both your Spiro, and E, things should start to feel better.
Paula
