Hello everyone!
I am new to this forum so let me do a lil' introduction *epicbackgroundmusicfadein*
My name is Danny, I am currently 18 years old, live in the Netherlands and started my transition at age 13/14, but unfortunately whilst I was waiting on the "big list" my puberty kicked in and I started to devellop big hips, yay party.. not.
Anyways, I've been on T since 1 december 2011, which is roughly 2 years ago, my life has changed a whole lot since then, within the first 4 months my voice started dropping rappidly, yay!
My leg and booty fat has decreased too, and if I bike a lot (weird thing we do alot here) my legs become massive!
However after 2 years on 2 my facial hair is kinda.. pathetic, it's a shadow-y stache and fuzzy looking sidebuns and goatee.
I'm afraid to shave my stache off, but I did it today because I want it to grow back fuller (not sure if it will).
I had my chest surgery 11 days after I turned 18, it was the small one, but it didn't turn out the way I wanted (still a lot of breast tissue left) so I went back and they performed a liposuction...while I was awake, a true horror I must confess, however I kept strong (and shaky) so I thought I could finally enjoy my flat chest..
But nope, suprise, still alot of fat and skin tissue left, not to mention the big nipples.. However I am very greatfull for not having to wear 2 binders anymore, but I wouldn't even think about having to swim in public spaces or having tank-tops with loose arm sleeves. So... i'm going back again, hopefully for the last time, I told my surgeon I just wanted it to be flat, no matter if I would have some visable scars or not
(sorry for all my complaining)
So I want the double bottom surgery (histectomy and uterus removal) with a robot, (awesome Dutch technologies)
But i'm afraid.. because I want my uterus removed (I want all surgeries, including meta not phallo) I just feel uncomfy with that.. hole there, yuck :-/
I heard a few horror stories about the complications, because it's so close to the colum and all. (less percentage of complications with the robot though)
But i've made an apointment with my surgeon to have a convo about it.
Some other information:
My height is very fortunate, so glad with that i'm 1 meter and 76 centimeters (5.8 feet)
I am caucasian, born in the Netherlands.
My hip width (widest point) 360 is 100cm (39.4 inch)
My shoulders (last time i measured 2 years ago) 115 cm (45.3 inch)
My waist (last time i measured 2 years ago) 75cm (29.5 inch)
My shoe size 42 EU 9.5 US 8.5 UK
Problems:
I don't know how to train my female leftover hip fat away
Slow growing facial hair D:
Thank you all for taking the time to read this,
Danny
