had a great day today. Went shopping at target to fix up the wardrobe . Found a lot of sales got what I needed , so I'm set for awhile. I think the hormones are doing the job . there were mega amount of people and kids and absolutely nothing happened. there were no stares only normal quick glances women smiling and children being oblivious to me. The cashiers were quite pleasant absolutely no questionable looks. One slight problem developed when I went to the grocery store again a huge store with mega customers . I happen to like rutabaga and I think I'm one of the few people on the planet that likes it because cashiers never know what it is . The problem is that I was forced to say something so I squeakily whispered the name and I think I passed because the cashier just smiled and finished the order. I definitely need to practice voice.