Genital Dysphoria and Sexual Frustration...

[Debussy]

Has anyone experienced a similar dilemma? Ever since the one month mark, I have grown increasingly sexually frustrated. I don't recall it ever being this intense in my entire life! The only problem is that I don't want anything to do with "down there", so I have no outlet! My partner just had our child 5 months ago, and her hormones are out of whack, so she's not interested very often... Her lack of interest lately has had an effect on me, and I feel like I look undesirable.. And it's also tied in to me having dreams every night this week where I sneak away from her and start doing stuff with guys... It makes me feel really guilty.

My body is basically screaming at me to use my vagina, which I don't even have yet! What do I do? Its driving me mad and I've been losing sleep!