What are you thinking? 8.0

[Edge]

For some reason, I just got a song from The Prince of Egypt stuck in my head even though I haven't seen that movie in years.
"A single thread in a tapestry, though it's colour brightly shines, can never see it's purpose in the pattern of the grand design."

[Umiko]

For some reason, I just got a song from The Prince of Egypt stuck in my head even though I haven't seen that movie in years.
"A single thread in a tapestry, though it's colour brightly shines, can never see it's purpose in the pattern of the grand design."

Thnx, now the song os stuck in mu head xD i'm thinking i'm a nervous wreck. at the endo's office and my heart is pounding a million miles an hour 

[Edge]

You're welcome.
Deep breaths. Count with me in 1, 2, 3, 4 and out 1, 2, 3, 4 and in... sorry. I'm only half teasing. It helps me when I panic to make a list of all physical symptoms and work of making them less panicky starting with slowing breathing.

[Umiko]

You're welcome.
Deep breaths. Count with me in 1, 2, 3, 4 and out 1, 2, 3, 4 and in... sorry. I'm only half teasing. It helps me when I panic to make a list of all physical symptoms and work of making them less panicky starting with slowing breathing.

Your an evil villian edge-oniichan xD

[Jill F]

I really hate being alone all the time.  Now that I'm over being a hermit by choice and telling people to LMTFA, I really have nobody to hang out with most of the time these days.  My wife had to make herself pretty scarce of late and it royally sucks.  I really don't know what I'd do without you all right now.  I'd consider going somewhere today, but the last round of electro didn't go well and mah face still looks worse than it did in high school.  I swear I will never go back to that electrologist- ever.  I look like a %^&*#$@ teenage boy in drag right now and it sucks.

[Umiko]

I'm thinking of taken a mildly experienced therapist who is on my network and close to me over a more experienced expensive therapist who is out of reach and out of my net work o.o

[jussmoi4nao]

~Baby it's a sweet life, sing it like a song
It's a short trip, only gettin one, you can't count on me an my love more than anyone, never let me go~

[Umiko]

*does the rain dance* away man, why am i only getting the guppies xD

[King Malachite]

I ate two slices of cheesecake this morning, so I'm going to work out twice today.  I just got done with the first workout  and was dripping with sweat.  I'm going to do the other workout later.

Just got done with the second workout.  Instead of doing Speed 2.0, I did Speed 1.0 because I couldn't keep up with speed 2.0 as well.  When I was working out, a bead of sweat dripped from my face and fell on my left boob.....and this time I turned the fan on while working out!  Now I don't feel like a total fattie for eating those two slices of cheesecake since I worked out.  At least I worked some of those calories off.  Yay me!

[Adam (birkin)]

Just got done with the second workout.  Instead of doing Speed 2.0, I did Speed 1.0 because I couldn't keep up with speed 2.0 as well.  When I was working out, a bead of sweat dripped from my face and fell on my left boob.....and this time I turned the fan on while working out!  Now I don't feel like a total fattie for eating those two slices of cheesecake since I worked out.  At least I worked some of those calories off.  Yay me!

Congrats. I've been trying to get over my social anxiety around running. I've spent some time sitting in the park, observing others running and seeing how they interact, and it's given me more courage to go out and actually try it myself.

[jussmoi4nao]

I hate when people say "beauty fades with time"...yes, people get older. But they also die. Does the fact that death is inevitable mean we shouldn't appreciate life while we have it? If not, by the same token, why shouldn't we appreciate youth and beauty even if aging is inevitable?

[BunnyBee]

My goal is to make whatever age I am look good.  Ha.

[King Malachite]

Congrats. I've been trying to get over my social anxiety around running. I've spent some time sitting in the park, observing others running and seeing how they interact, and it's given me more courage to go out and actually try it myself.

Thanks!  Good luck on your run!  It looks like alot of fun.

[jussmoi4nao]

My goal is to make whatever age I am look good.  Ha.

Yeah, but you found the fountain of youth, so you'll prolly look 20 at 70

[LordKAT]

I'm thinking that snowflakes are never insignificant.

[Tossu-sama]

Aww yiss, the cat has now 3,5kg more raw food. Thank you bundle offers. \o/

[Edge]

I'm worried about finances, what I'm going to do after university and how I'm going to pay off my student loans, how I'm going to get into a Masters program probably not in this province, how I'll pay to move there, how I'll afford to live, and how I'll complete it while being a single parent.
I'm worried about my grades. My GPA dropped from failing a statistics course. I'm not entirely sure how it works. Will I be able to bring it up again? Will I still be able to get into the programs I want? (Due to GPA. I'm retaking the stats course.)
I have to ask my ex for a favour. I hope he's ok with it.
If all goes well next semester, I'll be taking five courses, all with homework, three labs, being a single parent to an autistic child, maintaining the cleanliness of my apartment, and getting all my errands done. Dear gods. Will I be able to do it?
I think I accidentally slipped to a mutual friend that I care about D too much. I hope she doesn't hate me.

[jussmoi4nao]

I'm pissed. Dude makes a date with me day before yesterday for tonight, then he never texts to confirm, ugh.

He proolly got embarrassed by what he wanted to do, but still. Jackass, ugh. If the little whimp ever doees text back I'm not even gonna respond to his sorry ass.

[Bombadil]

wow, edge, you have a lot on your plate.

ok, I'm going to give the baby a bath. This should be interesting.

errr... "the baby" is my disabled pup. I've never referred to any of my animals as a baby before but this girl seems to have gained that nickname. It's so weird. I love the animals that share my life but I've never been one of those people who says their my "babies" or kids or whatever. But the disabled pup and I have a different relationship. She was so little and helpless when she came to me and then there was that awful period when she needed the amputation and getting her through that and it just stirred up something maternal in me. And she functions very well for all her issues, but with the brain damage, blindness and amputation in so many ways she's still so... baby-ish.

Anyway, I'm off to give the stinky girl a bath.

[Jill F]

Trying to make sense of a very vivid dream I had.

The part where I was drinking coffee with (and kissing) George Clooney made the most sense, but when we were walking home from the coffee place(he lives nearby), I was washed away by a flash flood into a lake where I began to sink from the weight of my purse that I refused to let go of.

So I'd rather die than have to shed my femininity?