Yesterday, was gotten onto a few times for "diverging" from how we make the food and was made to feel dumb, stupid and small. To top it off, I threw food away because I was SURE it was bad (And I still believe that tbh) and I was told on by a co-worker who I liked, even the other co-worked there that day was shocked she did that. As a result, I was told they'd deduct it out of my check. At first $5 which I wanted proof and when shown said proof it was only $1.68 so I told the employee who told on me, I'm not speaking to you for the rest of the day and if this comes out of my check, the entire week! I meant it too. Silent treatment for the entire day. I honestly wanted to do that today as well but since my boss said it wouldn't come out of my check, he just wanted me to think on it and ask before doing that then I decided to be the bigger person and speak to her today, instead, SHE gives ME the silent treatment!
I still even though mad decided to again, be the bigger person and tell her bye when she left and did, nothing said back to me. Now to what REALLY made me mad and unhappy today.
Today, at work we were SUPER busy right from the moment I got there, I dropped something on the floor and because of said business and the customer comes first, I didn't have any time to get it up and only enough time to push it else where with my feet, later on, my boss asks why it's on the floor, I explained it fell through something thanks to gravity and because of business, I haven't had the time to get it up. He then starts going on like a broken record that I still got to get it up. (Yeah! No joke Sherlock! I'm telling you I haven't had time to get it up and we're busy. You NEED to leave me alone, let me do MY JOB and let me get it later when I have a free moment as other things are WAY more important!
) Instead I spoke in a way that apparently I shouldn't have talked that way to my boss, was told this by the manager on duty and I didn't say a word. I just took time out of the VERY BUSY rush hours we'd been having and swept it up.
Later on, as I'm about to leave work right as soon as another employee whose going to take over my and another co-worker's shift who I'll call S for this post clocks in, I go ahead and clock out. (As I'm good to go and this isn't the first time people have done that as soon as someone gets there and clocks in) Then, around the corner comes S who for SOME REASON was not at their station, he then sees I've clocked out, right as the person is in the building to relive me and S and we get orders on our screens, S then says to me "nah man. You aren't a team player. You can't clock out before the person has had a chance to get sidled into the station."
I left without saying a word to S after asking the manager on duty if I can go and after telling said manager I'd already clocked out and if they wanted me to clock back in and when I got the ok to leave, I left, without saying dang good bye. (I normally say good bye) Btw, S is not a manager. Oh and of course, I was misgendered a few times throughout the day. Also, I was called a "sir" by my therapist today, she apologized and said she shouldn't have but, I REALLY didn't appreciate it one bit.
Rant incoming in regards to S. me not a team player!? EXCUUUUUSSE ME!? How many times have "I" been a "team player" and helped YOU OUT whenever you asked me to? How many times have "I" done things to help others out!? And you DARE to say I'm not a team player!? The bloody freaking nerv of that S.
Further more, how many times have YOU (S) not been a "team player"? Quite a few actually so don't you DARE say I'm not a team player!
end rant.
In addition to the above, I just got off the phone (about an hr or so ago) with my "Dad" and he REALLY has made me mad. It's like, every chance he gets he just can't help but say my birth name which I no longer go by, he knows I'm trans, don't go by that name anymore and so on yet he keeps on saying my name practically every sentence or every other sentence at the least!
