My name is Jessica Lee (Blank). Can't say my last name as my employer actually has web spiders that troll for employee names... yes its come to that. Anyway, I go by Jessi or Jess and I just saw my therapist for the first time yesterday!!!! I actually told another person who I really am on the inside and I burst into tears when she said that she helps girls like me all the time... I really, really needed that. Someone who doesn't think I'm imagining it or that its a fetish, that it has nothing to do with my sexual orientation (I like everyone!). I have a secluded 5 acre property and my SO is currently helping her mother, so I took the opportunity to take a nice slow stroll around the woods in a loose skirt and blouse and sandals, just enjoying the spring and sun and flowers as me, Jessi. It is such a beautiful day that I had to come on here and finally register and post. Not looking forward to the hard choices ahead of me, but I have read the posts on here and I know anything is possible.