got my letter but....

[Umiko]

well i just got my letter today and it basically highlighted all my dysphorias (yay  ) anyways, i called my doctor's office and they were closed  so unless endo and pcp offices are open on saturday's, imma have to wait till tuesday unless they are open on monday since that memorial day. the fact i have my letter is making my dyshoria bad becuz of the waiting. UGHHH!

[HoneyStrums]

I had to wait a year to see a therapist, but have my apointment sometime in august. One of the things that helps me wait is, I re-read the letter.

I ts not much but each time i read it it says i have less time to wait.

[Umiko]

i'll drown my mind out with anime and sleeping pills. its the only way time passes by for me since i'm frozen in time. i guess i just need to stay away from all things TG until the week is over 

[Bombadil]

Awww, I feel for you. Be careful with the sleeping pills, k?

[JulieBlair]

Drugs are not the answer.  Try breathing.  Breathe in for a count of three, hold for three, release for three.  Repeat. While you are doing this imagine your body changing, start at your head and work to your toes.  Add the accoutrements.  It won't take very long and you will release the stress. 

Three days is nothing, you've been waiting a lifetime.  HRT takes a long time to work its magic.  The real changes are where you internal self lives.  We are trying to become who we authentically are.  This is an inside task.  It takes a long time to build a person who is true to themselves.  This weekend will be a start.

Good Luck.
Julie

[Umiko]

Drugs are not the answer.  Try breathing.  Breathe in for a count of three, hold for three, release for three.  Repeat. While you are doing this imagine your body changing, start at your head and work to your toes.  Add the accoutrements.  It won't take very long and you will release the stress. 

Three days is nothing, you've been waiting a lifetime.  HRT takes a long time to work its magic.  The real changes are where you internal self lives.  We are trying to become who we authentically are.  This is an inside task.  It takes a long time to build a person who is true to themselves.  This weekend will be a start.

Good Luck.
Julie

ugh! my life is to complicated. even for me. i already budgeted in the time wait so i'll try to survive lol. the lord of time just seems to keep showing how much he hates my existence lol