Thanks for the warm welcome!

I will try to work my way around this forum as this sort of thing is all new to me, and try to use it and its people to help me through what is likely to be a difficult time.
The hardest part for me is trying to explain the unexplainable to others, in my opinion I dont think any of us should explain it, just accept it and live it but that isnt so easy when people we love are involved as well.
Anyway, thanks again and I hope to chat with some of you in the future.