Ever have a moment when you realize you're probably the most negative person in your life? I just had to go back to the mental hospital for another 3 weeks, while I was there I think of come to a conclusion. I can be such a happy person most of the time and so many people genuninely say they love being around me, but I get stuck on tiny details and turn them into huge dramas. I want to stop doing this and be Happy Kat all the time. I hope that if I keep doing happy things It'll stick some day anyway that's my mini rant/realization.
My goal is to start looking at the positives I have in my life cause I'm really blessed with so many and to stop being so selfish. I have a family that fully supports what I'm doing, my dad's even considering going to tialand when I can afford SRS, even though he really doesn't understand fully, but he wants to see me happy. And I'm sick of seeing my mom cry because I'm sad.
I want to be a positive and happy Katherine who wants to be alive, do you guys think I can do it?
