Well Ramadan (Mulsim thing where you don't get to eat until the sun is down) is coming and today I got yelled at because I didn't join, I hate it so much, I don't want to do it, and it's too frustrating especially the non drinking, and I'm supposed to do that until 9:00 PM or something like really that's impossible UGH!
Then yeah I got into a discussion with my sister, because she's always mean with me (Older sister are the worst!), and yeah we were calling ourselves names (bad bad names), and she said something about founding me looking into those trans sites, so I guess she knows something, but yeah at least she was born in a civilized country with me, and it's not like my parents, and I always hoped that she might be more ok with this, but she's not... Nice to know!
And my only friend I have in general (who is gay), he doesn't like transwomen or transguy, he just thinks that we should accept ourselved for the gender we were born with, and that transgender persons can't pretend for other to accept themselves if we don't accept ourselves neither? I actuallt didn't even want to respond to him anymore, I tried to explain but yeah he doesn't care! And he is very against feminine gays and has very transphobic and homophobic comments about it when he is GAY, not BI, but GAY, and his hair are even longer than my sister (I hate him for that), which doesn't mean that he's feminine but yeah I mean he's not the classical jock type and he's gay I thought he should be more open...
And at school I'm just full of assignment I need to make up for, and tests, and exams (more than the other kids in my grade since I moved in the U.S. only a year and a half ago), so yeah well the only good thing was that i measure my hair and they seem to be 5.5 cm I guess, but I'm not sure (I think it's 2 inches) in the back, so yeah hooray for that... It's ok if no one read this I just wanted to relieve my feelings.
