I did start a new post but thought I would put it here also
Another update from Jayne's crazy world!!
« on: Yesterday at 04:42:46 am »
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Hi Girls,
Some of you have asked me to dish all the gossip form my night out with Ian on Friday night so here goes...
Started to get ready four hours or so before Ian was due to pick me up I plucked, shaved, buffed and polished every part of me, sat on my bed with just about every piece of clothing that I own spread around me! Odd never had issues with what to wear before, so I decided to keep it simple, Red dress to just above the knee, all lacy and frills. No tights, don't know why but going bare legged makes me feel so nice. Black peep toe heels and really small black beaded clutch bag.
My bra and panties were new and matching. Hair, well it is a mass of curls and very long (I have been thinking of getting it straightened). I still have the red and white extensions in that Keisha put in for me. Makeup, again full Vampire Goth, which sort of worried me Ian, had seen my day makeup but never full Goth. Blood red lips, plum and black shadow, and heavy liner, and my fave grey blusher and white foundation. Did my nails a deep burgundy with matching toes and then realised I still had an hour before Ian arrived, so sat with a glass of wine on the sofa with my poodle Poppy.
Txt came, said I am outside babe!! Heart went all fluttery, bit my lip and headed for the door, I had bought a gorgeous antique cream Victorian shawl just after last Christmas threw that over me shoulders and walked to the car park. Ian was waiting for me outside the taxi holding the door open for me, he was wearing a suit! Red tie and the shiniest shoes I had ever seen, he just stared at me (I had put hips into full swing mode) as I walked toward him. I stood on tip toes and kissed his cheek Ian is 6 foot seven. All he said was wow!! I got into the car, (Learned this from Joanna Lumley, bum in first, knees nailed together, swing legs and feet in last) Got to the restaurant. We chatted all the way there, about me mostly! He wanted to know everything! Ian had booked a table and we were shown where it was, Ian held my chair for me as I sat and gently slid it forward. He ordered drinks and again we sat chatting. Then he said 'can I take a photo of you? ' I asked why, he said that he wanted me as his screen saver on his phone and his computer at home and work, felt like a pin up girl!! As I said I have never had Thai food and I think I like it, a little spicy, but OK. Sat there for about two hours, he had me giggling all the time; he has a quirky but great sense of humour, he just kept smiling at me. Then he asked if he could hold my hand, I sort of nodded and he reached over the table and took my hand in his, I felt a little tingle, and it felt right.
Then out of the blue a waiter came over and presented me with a dozen red roses!! I nearly fainted, Ian said thank you for letting me take you t out, I am the luckiest guy here! We left and went to the club, Ian said they played all sorts of music and I would find something that I would dance to. We stayed until 3am!! Way past my normal bed time. We danced a lot even four of five smooches at the end. Then we walked, he just kept talking, and I listened to him. By this time I was bare foot, I love my heels but after that amount of dancing, my feet had started to get a little sore. We sat on a park bench by temple row, He put his arm around my shoulder and I just snuggled my head into him. We sat there still talking!! Then he started stroking my hair. He was a perfect gentleman the whole time. I sat up looked at him, then kissed him properly It was so nice! Then I said OK, when I am ready, it will be you that I swear. His eyes lit up and said I can wait babe, you are worth it. I live a long way out of town so Ian said why not spend the weekend at my place? I thought about it and said OK, but you promise to behave? He said he would, he said I have got this far with you I am not going to blow it now. I said can you go get Poppy for me and some things I will need in the morning? He was so sweet he showed me where the bathroom was, gave me one of his tee-shirts to sleep in, I slept in his spare room. It was strange walking around in just a tee-shirt and knickers, I did it a lot at home but never in front of anyone else.
I woke at one pm, never slept in that long, Ian must have heard me using the bathroom because five minutes later he knocked and gave me breakfast in bed!!! After I had showered I gave Ian a list and off he went, he brought back everything that I needed. Saturday afternoon we went to the cinema, then another meal out, and sat snuggled up on the sofa, my head on his lap, he was stroking my hair again. Poppy was sat at my feet, she must have wondered what on earth was going on. We spent the whole time just cuddling and talking, and he never got naughty, his hand did once brush against my breasts, it was an accident, and I shivered, they are very small . It is him, I am certain of this, he is everything I could ever want in a man, considerate, tender, sweet but I guess above all honest and true to his word. He has even said that he will come to Gender clinic for HRT when the appointment comes through! Girls there is no doubt that I will fall in love with him, to be honest I feel I already am falling for him. Today I have a day off (Monday) missing him, want to feel him touching me!
My only cause for being upset is that I can't make love with him properly yet, that will come, but I do have my concerns there everything is a real mess downstairs and to be honest I really have my doubts that the doctors can fix me, but I will have to wait and see.. Will he wait that long? We can do everything else however; I just will not be able to take him inside me! I am at the moment walking on sunshine, my neighbour saw me this morning and she told me how radiant I looked!!
Ian will come around tonight, we are going to watch the football together, when he found out that I like football he said brilliant you are just getting more perfect!!
OMG, my life is finally making sense.
Love and hugs
Jayne xxxx
