So figured I would post about the fact, that for once I feel happy and really good in my transition phase right now, maybe its being on the right hormones finally, but I feel a lot more confident lately and when I look in the mirror i'm starting to slowly see the real me, I don't really know how to explain it, its like I feel good looking all of a sudden and not hating how I look anymore or think I'm ugly and just happy, my muscle gain feels nice from the gym, work isn't bad and I have grown closer to some of my friends since transitioning (lost some but they weren't friends to begin with then). I know a lot of times we vent on here when are dysphoria acts up and we feel like ->-bleeped-<-, but I figured why not write about when we actually feel good about ourselves and where we are at, its a long road ahead, but at least the sun is starting to shine through