So the situation is quite complex, I'll try to keep it simple.
So I'm Venezuelan, I came out at 16, and since 18 I've been doing what any transgender in Venezuela can only do for transition, doing it yourself.
I suppose I will move after my education is complete, I started recently as I had deserted studying because depression, now I'm back (computer engineering); and it may be 4 years more needed; which would be around 5 years of HRT.
So let's think about this situation, I moved, but I'm just a recently graduated student in a foriegn contry trying to get the nationality; even if I had a job, and getting one would last so much, I wouldn't earn enough to pay for all the stuff needed to get HRT there. And I couldn't just, go to the pharmacy and get them, because I heard that in those countries you need prescription for anything.
Also I can't, just can't, I'd not even move if so, wait a YEAR for the "phychological tests" stuff to be done.
I'm poor currently, I'd suppose I'd be poorer in a country like that because our money is nothing compared; however here I have to pretend to be a guy all the time, not to be kicked from university and other things.
Please I want to move but I will not be able if I can't get my HRT there, I need it, I get badly depressed with no estrogen and blockers, and I was lots of aggression and vomiting before HRT, and dumber, because T puts clouds in my head, I wouldn't risk my emotional estability because now I'm so happy.
